The Book of Wisdom - Chapter 1 THE ANSWER
Every quest starts with an answer and it is the seekers who find the answers
I was asleep. I was sleeping very deeply. After those difficult few days with an average of 3-4 hours of sleep in the hustle and bustle of life, I was getting uninterrupted and deep sleep for the first time.
Suddenly, I woke up with a clock that sounded like, "BIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.
It was one of those years before I fell out of bed with the clock ringing and found myself on the floor. It was 3:02 a.m., but the weird thing was that the clock rang even though I hadn't set the clock.
I thought, "I should've got my hand on the clock, and drop the clock."
When I fell to the ground, my hip was aching. Despite all the noise, I was surprised by the fact that my wife was still asleep. Because she, who woke up to any voice of our children at night, didn't wake up this time. She was sleeping like a baby. IN what realms was she sail at that moment?
All of a sudden, I was startled by the shadow that ran past the bedroom.
I thought, "What could have happened?" Was he a thief?" The theft wasn't very common in the area where we lived, but it could happen.
I heard someone come down the stairs. "Elifff!!" I called out to my daughter, but I didn't get an answer. Sometimes my daughter would get up at night to drink water and go to bed immediately. Since the answer didn't come, obviously my Elif was asleep. My son didn't wake up to the sound either.
I stood up in a curiously confused rush and walked out of the bedroom with slow steps arising from the effort to be cautious. I wanted to know what happened. The first thing on my mind was whether a stranger broke into our house or not. In a situation like this, in normal times, my only thought would be that my daughter, son, and wife, who I love more than my life, would not be harmed.
But for some reason, I didn't have the slightest fear in me that night. Nor anxiety. It was weird how I felt. It was just peace in me. A feeling of peace I don't even feel in the hustle and bustle of everyday life. I was surprised at how peaceful I can be in a situation like this.
I came out of the bedroom, which was on the upper floor of our two-story house, and headed for the stairs opposite, and started to descend to the downstairs, leading to the living room. For some reason, something wanted me to go downstairs, and for the first time, I realized that I had followed my heart with such surrender. It was such a surrender stemming from an inner feeling that I would be protected no matter what I find down there in our living room.
I climbed the marble-clad staircase barefoot on that hot January evening. I used to walk around the house barefoot anyway. Because I liked to be natural in my own way in my home, to feel the place and the earth with my feet. It was kind of grounding for me. Some kind of energy exchange.
When I went down the stairs and turned to the left, I noticed someone in the living room. It was impossible not to notice the silhouette in the middle of the dark hall. In less than a second, I tried to figure out if I was in lethargy or a dream because of the darkness of the hall. In such cases, the mind was quickly scanning the entire memory, even at the speed of light, and trying to map the silhouette in those shadows to something familiar. But it didn't take me long to decide that the silhouette belonged to a human being.
Whoever ran weed in the shade in the living room sat safely, comfortably, and upright, as their own house; it's like he's waiting for me...
"Who's there?" I exclaimed, raising my voice to that mysterious silhouette sitting in darkness.
Despite the unease that came from the unknown and uncertainness of the moment, I called out without fear or hesitation in a full, confident tone.
Silence prevailed for only a short time until the stranger spoke. Despite the surrender of all my heart, I was waiting in my place to respond to the action of this stranger in my house with the triggers of my human mind, and I was ready for any attack that might come by taking this silhouette in front of me.
"I'm one of those who serve HE IS THAT HE IS," said the mysterious stranger.
Yes. There was someone sitting in the dark, really, and now he's calling out to me.
I thought, "How dare you!!" A rage appeared deep in my soul. However, this anger turned into great peace as it came, leaving my heart with utter peace. It was as if the volcanic heat of anger in me was dampened by a sudden peace. It was a strange and interesting experience, two contrasting feelings that I experienced in a few milliseconds.
It was the voice of a mature and confident man of older age. For some reason, there was a peace that I didn't know or understood in the voice of the man who was in the living room of my house from that late night.
Moreover, the mysterious man had talked to me exactly like how God answered to Moses. It smelled like mysticism.
TO BE CONTINUED….
With love,
Kenan
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